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Name: Beau "Paramour" LamourAge: 25He / Him

5'8Panromantic DemisexualSeeking the Beauty in Everything

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Born to an illicit affair , Beau’s childhood was neglectful at best and abusive at worst. His father disappeared long before he was born , leaving him in the hands of his heartbroken and mentally unstable mother.During childhood , his mother often treated him like he didn’t exist. This was due to his strikingly similar appearance to his father.During her periodic outbursts however , she would take her revenge on Beau’s father by inflicting pain on him. This came typically in the method of screaming and attempting to choke him. It’s from here that his inability to feel fear stems.He suffered for sixteen long years , trapped between sympathy for his mother and his desire for freedom. One day when he was only sixteen (which was the first time his mother wielded a weapon towards him) , Beau fled to a new city. Despite being malnourished and exhausted , he succeeded and upon arrival his shocking beauty made waves.Moments away from accepting a modeling offer , he was picked up by the gang he currently belongs to. For two years , he was trained and worked as a pickpocket and assistant. The two after that , he worked as a honeytrap.Finally upon turning twenty , Beau decided to become an escort. This career soon became his profession and joy. Smothered in daily compliments and attention , Beau was able to provide for himself and seek out his dream of one day finding a love that would make him happy.

Beau is not an easily frightened character. Years of trauma have left him unable to feel fear. Aside from a general discomfort that comes with people touching his throat , Beau will not shy away from even the most grisly of scenes.Despite his sweet nature , he’s quite jaded. While he dreams of finding love , he’s also well aware of what it can cost someone. His mother’s sanity , for example.The lack of love and affection in childhood has warped his sense of what “real love” is. Due to this , he could fall in love with a “villain” as long as he believes they truly love him.This means he can end up in toxic , codependent , and downright corrupted relationships.Beau does not love his parents. He’s never met his father. As for his mother , it’s hard to love a woman who spent years with her hands around his throat. And yet he still sends part of every paycheck home to her anonymously.His inflated ego is a defense mechanism. If he can’t have others’ love , then he’ll just love himself.He takes pride in beauty of all forms. His own , or clothing , even animals. Especially the beauty of the planet. He grew up living in slums ; he knows how poor those conditions can be.Because of this , he devotes some of his days off to community service and clean up.

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Beau is multiship.He does enjoy flirting , but that does not necessarily mean he is interested. If he is , there will be subtle changes in behavior.
These can include :
Letting them touch him freely.
Adding “my” before pet names. Ex: “my darling”.
Allowing them in his home.Ships will not be assumed. Unless the muses or writers explicitly state that Beau and (Blank) are shipped or planned to be , it will not be considered official.(This is for Mun. I am autistic and often have trouble recognizing subtext.)

Current Ships -(っ˘ω˘ς ) Nori @AriesVessel. His protective ram , who aims to shield him from harm. They're teaching him how to love , one step at a time.(о´∀`о) Vincent @0UT0FMYMlND. His beloved sweetheart , who adores him with stars in their eyes. His ambition is that they'll be able to heal , together.(´▽｀) Seth @oasisdevoid. His sunset , who lights his future with their burning glory. One day they'll have the giant family of their dreams.(≧ω≦。) Karu/Garu @deadzonedpupper. His Sunbeam/Moonbeam , who brighten his days and nights. Bonded mates who have given him twice the love.

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He has a tongue piercing , mostly hidden unless he's feeling bratty. There's also his navel piercing , and the new ones on his nipples! He likes being sparkly. ♡
He also has two tattoos! One is a succubus inspired tattoo placed below his belly button (think womb tattoo) while the other is a frilly pink bow garter on his right thigh.He has scars all along the bottom of his feet from stepping on broken glass throughout early childhood. Also a faint one on his throat from being held hostage.He enjoys cooking and baking , as they provide him with a sense of self-fulfillment.He's very touchy. A lack of affection for so many years causes him to seek it out without realizing.Despite craving it , Beau doesn't know what it's like to feel love. All he can remember is his mother screaming that he was "broken" and would never know.

His love language is physical touch and acts of service. He enjoys doing things for his partner and will constantly be seeking out cuddles.His sense of self worth is directly tied to his looks. If for some reason he feels attacked for his beauty , or supposed lack thereof , it'll start a rapid descent into emotional downfall. However this will only happen if the "attack" comes from someone he cares about. Aka : he's very emotionally sensitive.NSFW SECTION ⤸Beau is a virgin , so any behavior related to intimacy must be unlocked through chemistry.Upon reaching that , Beau is a switch. He feeds off the energy of his partner , taking whatever role they don't. He can swap freely between dom/sub roles and top/bottom roles. One thing that doesn't change is his adoration of marking. Hickies or being bitten , he loves both giving and receiving. He likes the comfort of knowing there's proof he belongs with someone.He's open to trying many things , but he does demand cuddles afterwards.

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Home - Kitchen , Living Room , Bathroom , Bedroom.

Beau's Various Expressions

Younger Beau - - -